Your Kidding ME!

how can something so good go so bad? how can you just up && leave? you can't go back. it's not fair you can't do this. you where one of the people that actually got me. that actually even took the effort to get to know me. && now your just gonna pick up && go? its not fair. Your so alsome imma miss you like crazy. how you use to always say "shit happens" and how you hated loosing you were always right && i loved it. It made me laugh. imma miss how we use to wrestle in your casa. & how you use to get mad at me for picking up your clean clothes because it thought it was dirty. how you would wear a pink shirt with cut off sleves running shorts cowboy boots and a cowboyhat. im just gonna miss your since of humor. your strong & tender hugs. your comforting hugs:) when things went wrong i'd go to you as a friend & confine in you && you would always listen && help me. ugh this is so unfair.

Zodiac Sign

L • E • O: Wild in Bed
Great talker, Sexy and passionate, Laid back,Confident not Concieded, Knows how to have fun, Is20really good at a lot, Great kisser, Unpredictable, Outgoing, Down to earth, Loyal, Addictive, Attractive, Loud, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative, Not one to mess with, Rare to find, Great when found

My Names:D

YOUR ROCK STAR NAME:
(first pet + car you want)
Ralphie Mustang

YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME:
(“The” + your favorite hobby/craft + favorite weather element + “Tour”)
The Eating Sunny Tour

YOUR COUNTRY MUSIC STAR NAME:
(first name of favorite actress/actor + favorite month)
Kristen July

YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:
favorite color + favorite animal)
Lime Green Dog

YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first three letters of your last name + first two letters of your first)
Lewmy

SUPERHERO NAME
(“The” + second favorite color + favorite drink)
The NeonPink Dr. Pepper

NASCAR NAME:
(the first names of your grandfathers)
Oliver Jose

STRIPPER NAME:
(the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent + favorite candy)
Abercrombie Gummy Bear

WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
(mother’s and father’s middle names )
Carmen Lee

SPY NAME/BOND GIRL:
(your favorite season/holiday + flower)
Summer Roses

CARTOON NAME:
(favorite fruit + article of clothing you’re wearing right now + “ie” or y)
Oranges Shorts

HIPPY NAME:
(what you ate for breakfast + your favorite tree)
Pancakes Oak

VAMPIRE NAME:
(Name you want + Cullen
Marie Cullen

"Pee.el.bee + Em.in.el=♥☮:)"

Well its simple:D i think for once i found the perfect guy he has been talking to me a month on the May 10:D he is so uh-may-zee-ing and i just found out that he LOVES me:D yay im so happy but the thing is. Im not ready for love right now so we are just gonna talk and then on my birthday he is gonna ask me out:D If u are wondering who he is......well his name is PATRICK LEON BATZ:) He is a Junior, that is him right down there he is alsome:D he is funny, nice, sweet , kinda lives in PADUCAH:D that is only 30 mins aways. He is so great he tells me things i never heard from any one and the best part about all of this is that he is still a virgin so there is no pressure to have sex and that is really good for me and the funny thing is that he don't want me just because he can "get in my pants" he wants me because i am the first girl to be herself around him and let him feel comfortable around also and he aint afraid to tell me anything like what he is feeling or like what he wants to say to me he knows that i won't make fun of him i mean i will kid around with him he is just great and he knows and respects my moms rules bout me dating till i am 16 and he said he will not do anything to hurt me but i have heard that before and this time from his mouth i believe him. There is no pressure its just like to kids that like each other and dont give a crap about what other people think:D well i guess that is about all ttyl xoxo:D
"Pee.el.bee + Em.in.el=♥☮:)"

cant have two of a kind:]

uh-may-zee-ing time ahha my life is perfect:] the way it is i know i am full of drama i mean what 15 year old don't have drama if they don't they are a alien:] haha what dorks but anyways i am writing this just to tell you that i love my life i have haters and i have plenty of frands:] And my haters just keep my name i their little bitty mouths and i just think its the funniest thing:] haha so well i dont know what else to tell you other than i am single and happy to be that way. kinda. i just want my kristier robert garza back but we will just have to put that on hold for a while but its all good:] and this year is crazy it has been way way worse then last year my FRESHMAN year was UH-MAY-ZEE-ING:]]] haha but yeah i gotta go haa ttyl xoxo The one the only Chelley:]]

I KNOW WATS WRONG!

Me I'm tha problem. i just seem to bring stress & drama. well not really I'm kidding it sure tha hell ain't me I'm not tha problem!!!! lol

really i don't know.....i tell you tha problem other than living in this dang small town. i think tat is wut it is because everyone and their neighbors know everything that is going on in town. and tats a bunch of bull hockey! i think its crap that people butt into peoples life its annoying and the other thing i think is tha problem is ppl and their self esteem because their is too much jealousy going around. and drama starts by jealousy:] but oh wells and you wanna know another reason. why is because LYERS!! i hate them so much because they will tell you one thing and say suminthing else to someone else. its crap and BACK STABBING. is another one. its crap to me i think once a backstabber always a backstabber (no trudy not talkin bout u im talkin bout) ANDY && CHANCE!!!! they are pussys they talk crap bout me behinde my back and when i confront them bout it they say no i didnt say tat. its crap but oh well i have my frands

trudy, regecka, shyla, lauren, kinzerfish, jansyn:], marcy, chey and so so much more. but yah.IM TIRED OF LIL TOWN BULL SHIT!!!

So Much For My Thinking.

The definition of Fake is a term used to describe or imply something which is not real
The definition of Friend is a person you know well and regard with affection and trust The definition of Best Friend is the one friend who is closest to you. So if you put two and two togather you get the definition of a Fake Friend and you get a person that is not true to your trust or affection. Well I know for a fact that i am not a Fake friend because I am true to my friends i don't take their trust away and i do love them very much. I will bend over backwards and go through hell 3 times and come back just to help them out. I will do anything in the world for these girls and yes i am talking bout my BESTEST FRANDS EVER. and those two lucky girls are Trevella K'Ann Mills:)) and Rabecca Jane Miskimen:]] I have been through so much for those girls we have all had are fare share of tears and comforting each other and to me that is what a TRUE BEST FRIEND does. but here lately people have been acting differently to me and people have actually gained to trust me and like me more. So i have opened up to them and let them in my heart and just been a frand to them. But supposivly here lately i have been acting fake to my other frands and i have been acting different and that im a total whore and i cant keep my legs closed and i cheat on everyone and i make my best frands do horrible stuff its lke i hold them at gun point and tell them to do it.(why no) but ne ways. I guess here lately there is way much crap on my mind. between my frands and zack and nick and skool work and juggling parents and leah. and having boy trouble. and being a "slut" i guess i have a full time job. But oh well and if your reading this you know who you are and not im not trying to rub it in i just dont get it we try to include you and we try to ask wuts wrong. and u are just lke no no i dont wanna. im okay go on. and yah. your not a third wheel. its just that when im with her i feel happy bc she is all hyper and makes me happy and with you u just sit there and yah. so i dont know wut am i suppose to do but oh well. i guess ur just using me lke you use other people i dont know wut your purpose of having me in ur life is but YOUR PURPOSE IN MY LIFE IS TO BE MY BESTEST FRAND. and no i dont lke one of you better i just dont know why u act lke we do bad things bc u have sent pix to a guy and u do give head and yah. im not saying this to make you mad im saying this to prove a point we all make mistakes. yah i have slept w/guyz yah i have sent pix but so have you.....but u just havent slept w/ne one.!!! but u have giving head and i havent......BUT oh well its wutever to me im tired of trying to make ppl happy for once its gonna be about mychelle. its gonna be how i am doing how i feel how i look how im not happy how im in a bad mood how ME ME ME all me yes this is CONCEIDED but u know this is wut i deserve at the least i have been through hell these past 2 years. losing family , friends, and almost my family i have been through enough if i say so my self. but oh well if u wanna be my frand good lets hang and lets be frands. lets go im ready to have you there but if u gonna act lke this fine walk away lke a weak person. IM HERE FOR ME....and if u wana join go ahead. bc i really do need you. but if u dont need me then go on and find new frands.