That Girl.

as she sits there on his bed she thinks y.
y did i just do this with him?
y did i let him tell me that he loved me
y did i have to love him.
y did he have to love me?
y can't i just listen and walk away
i know i have it in me she thinks.
as a tear falls she wipes her face softly so that no one can see her crying.
she sits there very quietly and wonders. to her self why.
she goes back and goes over the things she has done to deserve this
and she can't think of one.
not even one little thing only thang she did wuz fall in love with him.
she sat down with her bestest of frands and asked them if they knew tha reason.
one by one they answered no....
as they sit there the girl thinks to her self.
did i make tha wrong choice?
no she SCREAMS!!! NO i couldn't have
tears fall faster they start streaming down.....
WHY WHY me why not her or her or any one but me!!!
NO i love him so so so MUCH am i making a fool of myself. she says softly
her frands..........SCREAM & SHOUT yes babygurl u are......
NO NO NO she screams.........
she sits she runs all of her frands off
they left her there tore...broken down.....in tears.........sittin there with that picture.
she looks down at that picture....and start to laugh.....
shes remembing tha good times
tha times when she knew she wuz loved.
when she felt loved not alone.
she just sits there and remembers............yes i want to be that girl again.
that girl she wuz goregous and stunning.
she didnt give a crap about what others thought of her
and know look at me she says.....im a mess
just because of him........